My sad sad n sorrow birthday

wish a Happy Birthday to me...cost sunday is my birthday...every year i also din celebrate my birthday so is kinda boring and sad.... so i wish this year would be the best year ever ..... i really wish to have the best birthday ever......but something happen the day b4 my birthday.........many people make me sad ans cry....no one understand my feeling right now at all......i just want freedom on the day b4 my birthday..... but those people keep making me more n more worst..... i'm sad... i'm hurt.... hurt very very very deep..... this is the feeling of sorrow .... i'm always sorrow in my life...... nothing good happen to me b4 in my intire life.......every year must have something happen on the day b4 my birthday or on my birthday..... that is y... i wish to have the best birthday ever..... i just wanted something good to happen in this year... that is the only think i wish for my birthday.......the people who hurts me deeply.... really really have crushed my heart....... i don know y they like to tease me like that..... although they are older than me so what..... i hate them... i hate them......y they teases me like that.... i don understand at all....... does it make them happy teassing me......is it really that fun.... if it is then i'm not .... i really wanted to tell them that i'm not happy the way it is right now....... do u all want to know who those people are.......Ong Joe Ann..... Ng Yi Qing..... most also OJA...... i hate them.... when the first time they tease i really don mind.... but when they start scolding or anything..... i started to hate them more n more.....i don like people scolding me.... i'm scared.... at home mom dad n my sis also scold me...... i have enought already......then go to school i though i can get freedom there but.. i was wrong.....is the same thing at home...... scolding....scolding....scolding......teasing.... teasing......teasing.......i've enought.....i'm tired......if you don believe.... i can't help too.... but it's true......